Darkies Gem
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From:
Doncaster, UK
Registered:
10-Nov-2006
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Re: to stop, or not to stop. That be the question!?!
Posted:
12-Dec-2006 17:34
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Yer thanks Joe
It just really seems daft to me, when I've been on fluclox for 18 years. Especially when they know I've not been taking my meds, and made is extremely clear to them. After a nice long tearful chat with my dietician, who i swear would make a superb psychiatrist. She made me realise skipping meds isn't hurting them, it'shurting me. Which is obvious in my liver results.
There now starting to rule out meds which will makemy cpk levels rise. I think one of the reasons i stopped taking my meds was because i was sick of been guinea pig'd to see what medication brought my cpk levels up. I see now though that not takingthe meds is just effecting my liver, which is even worse than it affecting my muscles i suppose.
Also, now not sure on actual infection status, or how bad it is. They did some discussing after id gone yesterday, about why my lungs were hurting. My blows were down, but not enough for there to be a drastic infection present,and lungs showed up quite clear. It now seems my cpk levels aren't just attacking my muscles in arms and legs, but actually starting to effect muscles in chest. While there's definately still an infection floating somewhere, and starting to erupt, it hasn't done yet. Gonna have fluclox regardless, and hope there's an improvement in my liver results when i start taking urso. And hopefully should be able to kick the infection down, so won't even need to consider IV's.
Starting on skandishakes now, to hopefully get me too eat again. The loss of 8kg in a couple of weeks scares me. While it's the weight i wanted to get too, it's not been done healthily, but through not being able to eat, and it's left me still big bellied, but almost no fat in my ribs or face,and i look stupid.
Oh, and while my CPK levels have gone back down to the normal overly high level for me. It's put lots of pressure on my poor little muscles. I am as weak as a pancake. Levels supposed to be at 15-200. Mine were at 14,000,there now at 3,800 soamajor drop, which reallyi should be happy about. But just not.
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